#1-- Nelly

i send this last
message out like
green-eyed
jealousy or the
ways you tried to
clean me up i
only wanted to
be your hero i
never wanted to
get old i wanted
someone to love me
no one could love me just
look at me and the
things they
call me--
putain, salope, sale--
only these
lines in the bathroom of
Billy Kun to keep me
going i write things and
feel empty i am
not going
on much
longer

i only wanted to
be your hero and feel
beautiful i
never wanted to
get old i
wanted someone or some
thing any
thing i
wanted you
to
love me.