11 January 2012

a poem by Frank O'Hara ("Mayakovsky", from Meditations in an Emergency)

Now I am quietly waiting for
the catastrophe of my personality
to seem beautiful again,
and interesting, and modern.

The country is grey and
brown and white in trees,
snows and skies of laughter
always diminishing, less funny
not just darker, not just grey.

It may be the coldest day of
the year, what does he think of
that? I mean, what do I? And if I do,
perhaps I am myself again.

3 comments:

D.Macri said...

I have been noticing the grey lately.

anita said...

Why does he refer to himself as "him" and then "I", and then "I am myself again"?

anita said...

I mean "he" not "him"